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I can't stand this anymore...Should I just forget it all and move on?
Or should I just Leave and wallow in my pain and misery?It just
hurts It hurts to much to bare anymore.This ,I guess,is just pay
back or punishment for doing so many horrible thing with myself
and to others.So what else is there left to do.Huh?Theres no point
for me to even go on this anymore.I hate just one person and he ,
I guess,really doesn't care about me like I thought.I never do get to
have the most wonderful friends no Do i?I pains me to say this but
its so true and I hate it and would rather kill myself than live another
moment.But I can't hurt my family like that it would be to much
.Hey who knows maybe they do want me gone....I don't know
anymore .******** it well live it to gods hands and he can lead me to
where ever i can go If not the devil.At least I know those to would
want me...