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Ok, to start things off, let me just say that I HATE point ABCD. I HATE IT. Wanna know why I hate it? 'CAUSE NOTHING MAKES ANY SENSE HERE! At least when I was in CS things made sense! If you were K ou acted like K, if you were E you acted like E, and if you really didnt care you just cated like U. Here, everyone swtiches things up. You have Ks acting like Es and Es acting like Ks and a whole new group called Zs who either act like Zs, or they act like Ks and Es! Then you have a handful of Us. I am a U obviously. Now then moving away from the topsy turveyness of it all...there's this person, let's call them S. Person S is bestest buddies ever with person X, which scares the hell out of me. Why? Because, I've known person X their WHOLE LIFE. And I dont want person S rubbing off on person X. Not saying that person S would, I'm just saying anything can happen and btw person X is pretty fickle...ANYWHO, person S has a significant other, let's call them person H. Now, at school being the antisocilist that I am, I keep to myself. I dont say much. Ever. Now here comes person H, trying to get all buddy buddy with me like we've known each other forever. Sorry but NO. I dont want to talk to you, I dont want you near me. I dont want you to attempt to hug me and try to get me talking to you. Why? Because, in a government such as our own we have this little thing called HARASSMENT. Ever heard of it? I, personally, wouldnt consider this harassment...I would consider this as one person grinding down whatever self reserve I have and just picking and picking at me until they hope to get their way. Childish much? Not to mention ******** annoying. Ok...so no matter how many times I tell person H to leave me alone, they dont. So I reosrt to something I normally dont resort to. I ask for help. I go to person S, after all, person H is their significant other, if anyone can help they can right? So it's after school and I strike up a conversation with person S about person H. Ya know, I tell them about how annoying they are and I tell them about the constant turmoil I am put through. And person S says they cant help. Person S says they cant stop person H from doing what they're doing. Which leaves me like this -----> TwT So then today, oh my gosh today, I'm sitting in English class minding my own business. And person H has that class with me. At first they didnt say anything to me, so I was like ******** YEAH, and then they came and sat next to me and I was like -inward cringe- s**t. Person H told me that we cant be bestest friends ever anymore. And I'm kinda like, yeah we never were you a**. 'Course I didnt say that outloud, at the time I was being a good attentive listener, curious to see exactly where this was going caues remember I dont like person H, and them saying we cant be bestest friends ever anymore was like the highlight of my day. But then they started saying something else. They said that person S told them (person H) about how I was complaining and whining about them (person H) bothering me. Person H said that person S said I yelled at them. Now I'm kinda like O.o ummm no...I didnt yell. I dont yell at school. At school I am a level-headed, antisocial smartypants who doesnt give a s**t about anyone. So where in the world is this coming from? Person S of course. So, person S told person H that I yelled at them, then they proceeded to say that I MADE THEM CRY. Again I'm like O.o da ********...? I was standing right in front of person S when I was complaining. I wasnt yelling I was whinging and complaining. Not once did I yell and not once did I say anything mean to person S in particular. Sure I'm totally bashing her significant other by calling him an annoying a*****e but hey, it's my opinion, I'm not the one who decided to make him my significant other. So then after person H said all this, I'm kinda just sitting there like double-you, tee, eff, mate. This makes absolutely no sense. But I'm not stupid, I can obviously see where the story goes askew. What I told person S, and what person S told person H, are two different stories. My story is how I felt (aka person H is an a** make him leave me alone) and person S's story (aka Priya yelled and me and made my cry) See the difference? Honestly I am pissed. But thing is, I'm too tired and too depressed to actually do anything about it. I'm just gonna let it simmer. And if anything else totally weird like this happens at ABCD I am going to strictly find someone who has educational authourity and have them write a letter to my parents telling them to put me into a private school. I know most private schools up here are like Christian and stuff, but I am totally willing to go there if it means leaving ABCD. TOTALLY WILLING. btw for those of you who dont know, I am atheist, and before the shere mention of Catholic school made me cringe. So just think about that...I am TOTALLY WILLING to give up whatever little freedom I have at school, to go to a school where there most likely will be uniforms (skirts no less) and there will be religion classes, and I will most likely have bible homework every night. -________- Do you see my esriousness about this? Do you? If you dont get some frickin glasses becaues the proof is all right there in the reading. You just have to recognize it. -sigh- Even after typing all of that, I still feel like crap and I still wanna punch someone's face in (person H perhaps) and I still feel oh so strongly about moving back to CS. I miss it. You all have no idea how much I miss it. -sigh again- Well...I think I'm done now...