Ermm... why is everyone suddenly thinking Chris and I are going to be best friends? ._.
Anyway, yesterday sucked major a**.
Basically, the school part wasn't that bad because I only had Bio, WT, English, and PE. I photoshoped Palin's head to a bulldog. Then Randi and I went to the play thing. But she got up to listen to a phone conversation, and never came back..
So I was like, "Oh, her mum must have picked her up." But no one actually needed me there, because all they were doing was running through scene changes. So I sat there for an hour and drew this girl in the back of my N&Q notepad. Then DJ comes up and he says, "Can I see it?" so I show him and he says, "Ohhh pretty."
And then he licks it.
And I said, "Are you serious, kid? Tell me you're serious."
And Alina walks up and looks at it and says, "You ruined it!" while I'm still muttering, "Are you serious? You can't be serious."
Then he apologized and I wanted to punch him in the ******** face because he thought it was funny. Her face, the part that looked the best, was completely smudged and I couldn't erase it because the smudges ABSORBED INTO THE PAPER. I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT that we were going to get on a better foot since we did okay with each other at Cam's party, but this....
The late bus was basically deserted.
I walked home in subzero weather, listening to ETF.
Then mum got home and told basically told me that the majority of my teachers think I suck (well, it was a lot nicer than that) and I reacted, oh what's the word? BADLY. And I felt even worse because mum was apologizing and I kept telling her it wasn't her FAULT I JUST HAD A BAD DAY but she still blamed herself.
So then I went with her and Jenny to hockey, since I really needed to get away from the freaking house. It wasn't that bad, and I chatted con madre in the orange and blue stands of the Colisee. Jenny actually behaved herself for once, since I haven't gone to one of her games (willingly) for over three years.
Did you know Chris's sister Annie has brown hair? eek
(BTW, he wasn't there, but Chris's dad said hi to me. He's nice. smile )
Then I got home and realized that I locked myself out of my room. And all my keys and hw were in there. Dad got mad at me..
Then I got sick this morning, so mum told me to go back to sleep. I complied. Max came in and took up half the bed. I slept most of the day.
When I wake up I find that Jenny waited outside for an hour, ringing the doorbell for me to unlock the door. Whoops. And I forgot to put the meatballs on for the soccer party, so I did that, even though I still felt crummy. Then Jenny started fighting with dad (which has now become so normal that I'm beginning to seriously hate this house) and she was barred from going to the party. So I had meatballs for dinner.
This is not the end.
Please don't worry
I am doing fine.
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