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she was my last hope
my last inkling of happyness
then i asked the fateful question
and with only a handful of word
she crushed the last of my hopes for hapynes

now what?
what comes next?
do i leave to never return
no
the pain would still be within my soul

only 1 choice
end the pain
end the pain without a second thought
but how could i hurt her like that
i couldn't

so here i am
stuck in indision
stuck in this never ending pain
the paint of knowing
knowing that i want the most
it shall never come forth

so whats next?
i live on
i make her happy
i keep near to her
i never look back