My Past
You all think you know me, but you really don't.
Only I know who I am
nobody else.
There is a me that I don't know
for that is the me that is true.
I have changed... a lot.
I have done everything to get what I never had,
friends.
I have been mean,
I have been deprested,
I have been preppy,
evil,
good,
unhappy all the time,
a fighter,
everything just to have a friend.
I have changed to fit in,
have friends,
and to find love.
But now I don't know who I am or the past of which I treasure.
The past that I've learned to forget.
So, now I try to find it.
But I'm so far into being a pretender,
that I forgot how.
The past I have not had.
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