well with all the stuff that's happened to me recently, i felt like an entry like this was in order. you don't have to read this, and you can just click some link and leave this page now. though, if i know my friends, y'all will probably stay.
you know that old saying "you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone"? well over the course of the past... week i believe it's been, i learned what it feels like to have lost the people that mean the most to me. granted, i didn't really lose them. but i came close enough that i can probably guess pretty closely the devastating pain that comes with losing someone i care about for any reason. this week has truely been a week from hell for all of us. i've cried more tears than i ever have, felt more pain than i ever have, and been pulled to the very edges of the bond between me & my friends. but now that i've come out on the other side and can look back on what happened, i don't regret it. i'm not sorry this happened. because coming out of this, it's reminded me of how much my friends really mean to me, and proved that our friendship really can survive anything. i think we'll be... stronger, as friends now. so to all my friends who read this entry: i know sometimes it may not seem like it, but i love y'all, i always will. (in the friendly not creepy way =3) cuz forever, in my world, actually means forever. i hope you see me in the same way, and i hope we'll always be friends no matter what happens.
heart ~bunny heart
 bunnyfan194 · Sun Nov 16, 2008 @ 11:46am · 1 Comments |
