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Everyone is always concerned about little matters, it seems. Nobody loves me, I'm unworthy of love, I am indifferent to the matter, and such. In my opinion, these are just ways of reaching out and getting attention, in a YUCKY! way in my opinion, but hey! I'm just a kid. However, I believe I read too much, or have seen too much of the world, because I can see through these films of defense that are erected with cracks already in existence. Sometime people put up walls just to see who cares enough to tear them down.
This, in a sense, annoys me. I do my best to avoid drama and other unnecessary conflicts within my cult. However, I can not do this with a clean conscience, because doing so makes me seem cold and indifferent to a friend's plight. However silly I may deem it, it is only right to help a friend through the drama, even if it is childish, simply because you care for that friend? It's like prying into somebody's personal life, not for the sake of gossip, but to help that friend out and ensure their happiness. Really, the whole ordeal reminds me of the passage between Angela and Bella in Eclipse. I kind of regret processing it, because I can no longer ignore a friend's melodrama with a pure heart.
Emotions - what a hindrance, right?