i laugh-
inside i want to cry
i smile-
as i hold back the tears
i'm carefree-
inside i'm worried
i'm surrounded by others-
yet, i feel so alone
you seem nice-
but i can't trust you
i'm in control of my life-
i can't handle it anymore
i'm a "good" girl-
i think i'm a bad person
i know exactly what i'm doing-
i don't even know what i believe in anymore
i seem so happy here-
i want to run away
i live my life to the fullest and love unconditionaly-
i want to die
inside i want to cry
i smile-
as i hold back the tears
i'm carefree-
inside i'm worried
i'm surrounded by others-
yet, i feel so alone
you seem nice-
but i can't trust you
i'm in control of my life-
i can't handle it anymore
i'm a "good" girl-
i think i'm a bad person
i know exactly what i'm doing-
i don't even know what i believe in anymore
i seem so happy here-
i want to run away
i live my life to the fullest and love unconditionaly-
i want to die
by Cassandra Rivera
[me if you don't know who i am]