I have become so jelous of Mizei-chan. Ok:
1. Her hair is smooth and not greasy like mine.
2. Her body is much more mature than mine.
3. She's funny, like, REALLY funny.
4. I know that 3 guys like her, and nobody likes me.
5. She's strait-forward
6. She has the most amazing eyes in the world.
I am nothing compared to her. Absolutly NOTHING. I've started hating her, but worrying about her at the same time. I'm kind of confused... sad, all other emotions surrounding my head, to a point of nothingness. I Love Mizei, but... she's just better. What do I do? I shouldn't even be saying this, but I don't exsactly care right now! She's the one that should confess to Chris, not trying to make other people say it for her. Too late I suppose. I would hope she dosn't read this. She hardley ever does. She could care less what's going on in my life. I'm sad now. My head hurts... I need some sleep....
1. Her hair is smooth and not greasy like mine.
2. Her body is much more mature than mine.
3. She's funny, like, REALLY funny.
4. I know that 3 guys like her, and nobody likes me.
5. She's strait-forward
6. She has the most amazing eyes in the world.
I am nothing compared to her. Absolutly NOTHING. I've started hating her, but worrying about her at the same time. I'm kind of confused... sad, all other emotions surrounding my head, to a point of nothingness. I Love Mizei, but... she's just better. What do I do? I shouldn't even be saying this, but I don't exsactly care right now! She's the one that should confess to Chris, not trying to make other people say it for her. Too late I suppose. I would hope she dosn't read this. She hardley ever does. She could care less what's going on in my life. I'm sad now. My head hurts... I need some sleep....
