Well well gaia journal. It has been a long...long a** journey hasn't it? I've been here since 8-16-04...and now its closing in on 09. Most of my friends have either quit, moved on and forgotten me or had something happen to their account. I guess it'd be easy to say they weren't friends, but I can't really say that can I?
-sits against a dusty wall, small cracks forming along it-
I remember setting foot in the Kohaku, holy hell do I miss that place and all its bustling people. All my time spent there was generally happy. I met Serria, Astral, Suki, Sir Slash and many many more. -sighs- As time went by, more and more of us just....stopped coming in I guess. Growing older and moving on to better things. While I miss everyone, I guess it was bound to happen ya know?
-looks over at the guild, the countless memories flowing from it-
Ahh yes, my good ol guild. It's been changed so many times, but at heart its still the hangout spot from the old days. I've had so many members come and go and now its boiled down to me and my two bros....-grins a bit- Even now we're finishing up an Rp that's been in the workings since Feb of 05....s**t...so many memories. So much time passing from those days. I still walk into old rps and hangouts, just to see those friends of mine again. Now I just wish I could hold some conversations with them, one last time at least. We're all so ******** distanced now, and it really crashes my walls thinking of it. -lays back and looks up at the dusty ceiling as the webs dangle-
Now, here I lie against the remnants of my past. Wishing the impossible wish of returning to it, facing the future with uncertainty. None of my past friends to share old stories or memories with, just the warm glow of our forged history. Maybe this will be the last time I go to my past....Just maybe....-stands, dusting his pants off and walking towards the slowly fading sun, humming an old tune-
Virje Blackcross Community Member 
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