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Why? Why must she try to leave? Why do I feel like I want to die because of it? Why can't I do anything to convince her that she is the one for me? Why must life be total crap? Why do I feel like I'm about to be plunged into a darkness from which I cannot return? Why???? Why must it be so? Why can't she understand that she can still keep me? Why can't I properly explain to her all that is going on? Why do I feel like she thinks this is all her fault? Why can't I win her back????? Why can't someone just kill me???????

Posted by: Nathan Oukami Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 02:10am

Beware when day meets dark. Beware crossroads, where they skulk. They can lurk in fire's crackle and easily travel on sparks. Beware gloomy places among rocks, under things, down holes and caves and shafts of every kind, for the fey can slip along borders

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Commented on: Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 03:15am


	I honestly shouldn't be doing this.... Please Michael.......Calm down.....I'm sorry for hurting you so.....kisses gently I won't go since that is your wish......

Commented on: Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 03:39am


	hugs tightly and cries Thank you Ann. kisses back I will do my best to prove to you that you are not making a mistake.

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Commented on: Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 04:26am


	hugs back No thanking please.....Shhhh.....tucks you in bed Don't focus on that sweetie. You have to just relax and worry about passing your classes. Push the us mess away for now......kisses cheek, neck, and lips I love you....

Commented on: Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 05:46am


	pulls you under the covers with me and snuggles Don't leave please. blushes and kisses back I love you too Sweetie.....

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Commented on: Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 07:52pm


	stares confusedly and licks cheek I lost.......Why I leave Puppy? giggle You are such a copy cat...........

Commented on: Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 07:56pm


	hugs You were planning on leaving in alone in the bed. smiles and nuzzles What are you going to do about it?

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Commented on: Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 08:07pm


	hugs back I was? Weally? Well, what do you want me to do about it then Puppy? Aren't you supposed to be in bed alone? squirts icing in your face and down your shirt That is what I'm going to do about it! licks icing off your face More pwease Sensei-kun? puppy dog eyes

Commented on: Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 08:16pm


	smiles and kisses gently Stay with me in bed. laughs and puts some icing in my mouth and kisses softly Do you want more than that?

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Commented on: Wed Dec 10, 2008 @ 01:45am


	kisses back and rests head against your chest Okay...kisses back and nods Yes pwease!!! Although....you don't want to......

Commented on: Wed Dec 10, 2008 @ 02:15am


	slips hands under your shirt and wraps them around your waist Thank you Ann. raises eyebrow quizzically Oh? What do you mean? smears some icing on our faces and lips What don't I want to do? kisses breast bone

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Commented on: Thu Dec 11, 2008 @ 02:29am


	tucks head under your chin and purrs No thanking....I wanted it too.....licks icing off you YUMMY!!!! plays with your zipper You taste so very wonderful..........smiles innocently So you mean to say you've gotten over everything fron before?

Commented on: Thu Dec 11, 2008 @ 05:37am


	smiles softly I'll still thank you...blushes So do you Ann....unbuttons your pants I haven't gotten over from before. I don't know when I will fully recover. It may be months, it may be years before I have fully recovered. And no, do not say I should find someone else.

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