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No..............no............... more ...........................that is what i say to the demon inside of me every day is a struggle for me being around my ex is what feeds my demon it wants me to mes up my relationship i had hope ....i believed but im beginning to think ive been decieved for letting this hellian out and what should i do now because the trust is gone................ you will pay for what you've done. i dont know why i am this way my time spent with my father wasted....? i cant let something likke trust ever leave me again because it hurts but the pain goes away after i see her standing there but its awkward ..... you see when i look at her she has wings but unlike most people her wings have not been spread they are perched at her sides......@#!$%.......This demon hurts so bad that i cant even say how i feel.....i think i should die right here right now but why whats the pleasure i get out of it samantha if you take what im writting to offense this was a self personal journal entry and i hope that we can trust each other after all i do love you twisted twisted twisted twisted scream twisted burning_eyes burning_eyes burning_eyes twisted burning_eyes burning_eyes burning_eyes twisted burning_eyes burning_eyes burning_eyes
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