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Life is a whirlwind...

Lately, I have found that I think a lot. I didn’t used to do that. Now, I find my thoughts consuming all of my time. All of my thoughts. Everything.

I think of my friends, whom have just come home for the holidays.

I think of my family, of my father who is only there part-time, and my mother, who is hardly a mother to me.

I think of the one I love, and how far we are apart. We cannot be near each other for the holidays. It hurts me.

And as I think more, I become… almost more at peace. I know that you might not understand it, but with current events, it’s almost as if I am at peace in my mind. I cannot describe it. I do not have the best life.

But when I think of my friends and the one I love… I feel so much happier.

Even if they all can’t be here with me.

I can still think of them.

And at the moment… that is enough for me.


And I have been caught in it's frenzy...