I'm not saying He caused this, but He aloud all this...my family fighting, my friends drifting away, me...doing what i do...my friend doing what she did, what she thought. The one who "loves" us and is suppose to always "protect" us...is NOT doing His job!!! WHY THE HELL DOES HE ALLOW THIS?! "Oh God loves you, he died for you, don't go off like this again!" all you who are gonna say that, just shut it!!! IT'S NOT TRUE AND YOU KNOW IT!!! If He really did love us, and He has the power to stop this, why the hell doesn't he?! HUH?! "******** THIS LIFE THING", that ominous voice creeps closer and closer to me, and i guess i'll let it...aparently it's "What's Best For Me" if God is letting it happen! PFT HA! wow...that's such a lie...if it's bad...then it's NOOOOOT GOOOOD FOOOOR YOOOOUUUU!!! COMMON SENSE PEOPLE!!! And at this point...i think i'll let it gro closer..i dont care anymore!!! i'm not saying a want it to but there's no reason of not letting it get to me with this ******** up world!
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