Today yielded amazing results which when thought about led to confusion. I found myself at the first practice with Seven Set actually being passionate about the music. I was putting my heart into it for once and actually felt that something was there instead of a hollow void I felt when ever I played with Fall with Them. This realization has led me to know that inside I know what's best for me and will make the best decision yet I still find myself missing it despite only a week ago we were practicing with Fall with Them in the studio getting ready for a show.
Today I also found myself confronted by the same thing as from yesterday. It seems that everything is against me for some reason. It's probably the result of me actually being gifted in the way I am. But everyone seems to be having some luck in life, just seems to be that I get the raw end results of everything I do in comparison to others. I know it's shallow and illogical to compare but it's just those people that you thought had it worse than you at a certain aspect of life eventually succeed where you do not.
I'm gifted with a burden that's over complicated my whole life X_X
Mike Cheese Community Member 
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