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Law of Kira: teljet, I wasn't sure if you'd get mad at me for writing the last post, I'm glad you're not. 3nodding Good I'm not the first, that means you've got good friends or people that care about you. The pain will go away in time, I'm not saying it'll go away right away or that you won't get depressed thinking about it but it will fade and won't be as maddening. That he refuses to take your calls probably means one of two things: 1.) He's scared of you or 2.) He's in denial/ feeling guilty. If he's ignoring your calls either surprise him face to face or keep calling, eventually he'll get annoyed and pick up. I'm not saying this so you seem like a stalker but you need closure so do whatever you have to do to talk to him, maybe after a while you won't like him as much if he keeps being a jerk. Don't let him keep you from having fun, if you want to go somewhere then go. You will heal and be fine without him in time. I've got faith in you. 3nodding No problem, if I can help you or anyone else, even if it's just reading the thread or putting things into perspective, I'll try. 3nodding biggrin


teljet: Oh no, why would i be mad at you?.. I am really glad that I had posted on your thread. Not only that I was able to share something but I was also able to find a friend. It's so nice having you. 3nodding
Yeah, what you said made sense. Now i understand why he keeps on ignoring my calls. I think, of your two conclusions, he maybe both. Now i see. Everyrhing's clear to me. *ugh* whattan a**. Thank you for the encouragement. It really helps, knowing that someone believes that i could do it.
Well i think i just know exactly what i'll do. Maybe i don't need a closure anymore if he'll always be like that. I'll just go on with something else, than be like a damn dork trying so hard to get his attention.
Thank you so much for making me realize that.*hugs*