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PEOPLE SAID I DO THIS PEOPLE SAID I DID THAT I CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH DAMMNIT. WELL NOT THIS TIME.

WHEN YOU ARE WITH A FRIEND THAT YOU KNOW FOR SO LONG HAVING A GOOD TIME. THEN HE GETS A GIRLFRIEND IM ALL HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY ABOUT IT. NOW SHE KNOWS THAT WE WERE FRIENDS. SHE THINKS JUST BECAUSE SHE HAS HIM MEANS I CANT TALK TO HIM? I CANT HANG OUT WITH HIM? I CANT DO ANYTHING TOGETHER WITH HIM AS A FRIEND? OH NO NO NO BICHES YOU GOT IT ALL WRONG. BECAUSE FRIENDS POBABLY KNOW THEIR FRIENDS BETTER THAN THE ******** GIRLFRIEND OR BOY FRIEND ******** THOUGHT THAT JUST BECAUSE THEY YO BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR WAT EVER THE ******** YOU WANNA CALL THEM MEANS I CANT HANG WITH THEM NO MORE. OH NO NO NO BECAUSE GUESS WHAT?! I PROBABLY KNOW THEM MORE THAN YOU. I JUST WANNA HANG WITH MY FRIENDS BUT I CANT DO IT BECAUSE OF YO DAMN INSEURITIES THAT IM DOING SOMTHING WITH HIM THAT I SHOULDNT. I AINT CROSSING NO DAMN LINE. CAUSE I RESPECT YOU MORE THAN YOU THINK I DO ********.


OH YEA. AND TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO CARRY OUT RUMORS ABOUT s**t THAT I DO..GUES WHAT? YOU DONT EVEN ******** KNOW WHAT THE ******** I DO. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM LIKE SO SHUT THE ******** UP STOP MAKING s**t P ABOUT. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH IN THE PAST ON HERE. YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT HURTS WHEN PEOPLE MAKE UP CRAP ABOUT YOU AND THEY TAKE IT. YOU DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME SO WHY ARE YOU EVEN TALKIN ABOUT ME?! HUH?!? TO JUST MAKE CRAP UP AND I HAVE TO TAKE IT?!?!
NU UH I DONT THINK SO I REALLY DONT..



IM NOT SAYING ALL THIS JUST TO BE A b***h IM SAYING THIS IN ALL CAPS BECAUSE IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING I WENT THROUGH. IM TIRED OF TAKING ALL OF THAT AND HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. AND IF THAT MEAS I HAVE TO BE LOUD TO GET IT THROUGH TO YOU THEN SO BE IT. SO BE IT.