Confusion stands.
As I hold my hands.
With no trace of it.
Hardly know its trick.
Still it taunts me now.
Holding every vow
I cant shake it yet.
I cant hide the fact.
That I still hold dear.
That great presence near.
That it tears me apart just to see that stare.
That I seem to hide all these things inside.
That i never know what to do and so I hold inside what I feel and lies.
That haunt me still from the very last time.
Even i seem surprised.
That i still get close that i still want more.
Of this emotion still holding getting deeper still.
How i forget of my lives intact as a moment go's by. It will always leave me with a power force.
That still pulls me close.
And makes me forget what is true and fake.
And i always need more without a signing or so.
Like a drug i suppose is that really so?
How i wish to see.
nothing more or less.
But that one feeling that i keep in contact.
That its my escape and my happiness lying.
Deep inside my heart it lies.
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