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I feel so sad right now...I dont know why
well, I do, but i am so sad I really dont wanna think straight!
I feel alone becouse I cant tell anyone any of my feelings not even robin or my best friend.
I feel alone and repulsed
crying I wanna cry really badley but pillows are starting to feel like scatchy hay! Why cant I have a nice day....news years revalution is to feel nice about life and i cant even feel nic ein my tummy couse it hurts
couse i am on medication
my best friend dosnt want to go walk along the road of painful training with me.......and I am scared to talk about my feelings anymore
I dont want to hurt anybody...I think just being with robin is the funest thing ever.....but i never want to bring up anything bad when were talking becouse I dont wanna hurt him. Like how i am not good at games...it seems silly but i really hate not being able to enjoy it with him.