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I look at my hands
I see the blood
what have i done?
I loved her, I see her face
I remember why i have done this
I was never enough
She knew she had my heart
but she kept stringing me along
Told me she loved me
Then would leave me, for those wretched men
still telling me she loved me all the while
She knew i loved her
She knew while she was around,
I would never,
could never,
love another
yet she stayed aroundfor her own amusement
and
the facts that she would still deny
I made her happy
I made her smile
She was addicted to Me in Every way
but she never truely loved me

I see the blood, her face,... my pain
and with that i turn to leave
leave this suffering and to join her

She can no longer run
Or lead me along
I hold all the card here
It is my turn to deal out the pain

I see the blood
and then...
and then i see nothing
and with that
it is finally over