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Pain courses though your limbs
Your long dead heart aches with yearning
You close your eyes and see the cause of your pain
But the pain is like a drug
It hurts of coarse, but.....
The pain is good
It shows you are truely still alive
The pain over time dulls and you are sure,
Sure that you are soon to die once more

And as soon as you die agian, she comes back
The reason
The cause
The one
The girl,
Who has by now becom your reason for existance, your world, your everything

The only reason you are here anymore
It is all for her
To make her smile
To make her laugh
To comfort her
To protect her
You are her angel, and she is your god

You are willing to give her everything
Body,
Mind,
Soul,
And soon she will ask for these
But once nothing is left to give
She will be done with you
And your long awaited death will come around
Only this time it is unwanted