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I'm mad. And since the one person I want to vent to isn't here, I'll vent to the journal instead. Maybe this is a healthy change. I don't know. I much prefer live people who can give me advice. Anyway, moving on.

So, last night I got home from a long day at work. All day, I wanted nothing more than to talk to Ian. I have no idea why. It was like how I usually feel about wanting to talk to Amanda or Katheryn and I spent all day looking forward to it.

So I get online and before I can even say anything, he says:

“I’m busy right now.”

I was thinking, oh… um… okay? I said it was fine. I had to go pee anyway. So I did my business and I came back. The next thing he says when I turn my away message off was as follows:

“Gotta go.”

I asked, “Where?”

“To have fun.”

Um, excuse me? I’m not a little fun? That was nice Ian. I said, “Doing what?”

His response was, “Eating. Hanging out with AJ. Playing SSBM. Watching Stargate. I’ll be on tomorrow.”

“Promise?” I asked.

Yes said yes and then logged off. I was mad. First off, he had just brushed me off. Second, he had basically said that I was not the least bit fun. Third off he had been overly RUDE. I wouldn’t have been so mad if he hadn’t done it so quick. Allowed me like, ten minutes or something. AJ wouldn’t have minded. AJ likes me apparently. Anyway, I ended up having a bad night.

So tomorrow (today… or… yesterday) comes. He’s not on. I figured as much. I knew that he had prolly stayed up real late and wouldn’t be on until much later. So I went about my business. I played a little piano, fought an ugly battle with Amanda (which she won. Hopefully we are okay now. I pissed off Jude though. That I know), I went to the dentist and had my tooth looked at and got it fixed, and then ate dinner at my grandparents house.

So when he gets on, he IM’s me:

“Herro~”

I’m excited! He’s actually on! I was surprised and I told him as much. XD

And then he didn’t respond for fifteen minutes. And when he did, he this is what he said:

“Well, I asked AJ what I needed to, so I’m going now.”

Uh… excuse me?

I said to him, “Huh?”

He replied, “I’m leaving. I’m in the middle of something. I’m going now. Bye.”

Then I said, “Last night you promised to be on today.”

He said this back:

“Sorry Jess, but I’d rather watch Stargate than talk to you at the moment.”

I was floored. I countered back that he was breaking his promise. I told him that I was mad as hell. He didn’t really care.

“I’ll talk tomorrow. If you aren’t on, I’ll call. Bye.”

And then he was off.

That is why I’m mad. Most likely, he’ll ditch me tomorrow to watch more Stargate. He’s done this before, but he’s always given me fair warning.

“Hey, I’m going to go and play a video game in thirty minutes” or something along those lines. And because he warns me, I’m fine with it because I always have other stuff that I can do.

But this time, he was sudden, harsh, abrupt and plain rude.

Not to mention that he ditched out on a promise.

I’m am pissed as high hell, but being quiet about it (flaring up my allergies would make me sick again. I need to work). Tomorrow, I am going to be mean. I will not let him treat me like that! I am not an object, I have feelings! I will teach him that.

Besides, he could have just called AJ.

I would’ve been less mad if he had never shown up because I was expecting it. But no. He did. And he ruined my night pretty much.

Tomorrow he will feel my wrath.