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Such a strange title...it's the best I could come up with, I guess...anyway, yeah, my wish is that I could actually come up with something decent to write in this crappy journal of mine. I mean, it's not like I submit a new entry every week, but I guess I get a bit prideful every time I find out someone's commented in my journal. Seriously, even flaming would be accepted if I knew people actually read this thing! I have all of my entries public on purpose...

I guess I could write a poem or something, but that's what the arenas are for. Anyway, my average ranking is only like a 4.25 out of 5 or something...and mostly because of the romance thing I wrote out of boredom (Shared Regret, it any of you have actually read it...). Sure, I've been writing both poetry and stories since a very young age (my first diary had three whole illustrated stories about me and my royal family - I had like ten kids!), but I guess most people prefer stories over angry, depressed poetry. You know, it isn't quite in my nature anymore to write about happy things. Your writing is a reflection of your emotion, so I hoped my newest submission, Night, was a tad bit happier, seeing as it ends with the new generation being the solution to our problems (even though I didn't exactly write anything close to that in the description...Hell, I barely had a description at all!).

So, I suppose you could call this a rant - if you were trying to be critical - which I hope you're not - but since I've been particularly depressed and self-hating lately, I prefer if you weren't. I feel as if I disappoint enough people as it is.

Over and out,
Hannah