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why you resent me so, i cant understand,
all i ever think about is how to please my man.

Its never good enough, its always wrong,
my heart wont stop aching, wheeping a tragic song.

I can feel myself dying in this slow painful way,
your the first thing i think of when i first lay awake.

Why do you hate me and why dont you care?
this entire relationship has always been unfair.

I try and i try but its never enough,
i know that love kills slowly, and im finding it rough.

my soul is slowly dieing, my tears blind my sight,
all we ever seem to do is argue and fight.

my body is aching , my emotions going numb,
you repeatedly say you cant stand me your done.

do you even like me? did you ever love
when we first got together i thanked the angels up above.

and i find myself falling in a deeply rising fear,
i never know how to act anymore, (whenever your ever even near).

i dont know why you hate me, i dont understand how can resent
this women who trys so hard to make you happy and content.

whatever you say, do , or try
is always so cruel so cold mean and dry.

You have no love for me i can see the emptyness in your eyes,
my heart is slowly dieing, all i ever seem to do....is cry.
cry confused sad cry

whatever-bobbie jo pruett
(my song of resentment)