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I am a normal kid right?

I go to school, was born to a human family, and have basic needs such as eating, or drinking.

But I don't feel normal. I feel like there is another side to me that wants to break free. I keep having daydreams of changing, whatever I change into depends on my mood.

Sometimes I imagine myself as some demon, with a bloodthirsty look in my eyes, sometimes blood dripping from my lips and then there are others of me just fitting in, people listening to me. It's not my fault I am not very verbal. I sound dumber than I really am. People don't really seem to get that.

But I can't blame them can I?

What am I?

I am in the Gifted program, something I have long resented. I am athletic but Im not a jock, I have been by myself more than people should, I have been nerdy, geeky, or dorky at times (more often than others), and I am a daydreamer. Half my reality is in a dream. Hard to believe my grades are sound. And last, I am someone not looking for a relationship right now, just friendship.

And that is all I have to say.