Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

the tears are falling...
they feel like lead weights falling from my face...
ever tear i shed...i another sign of weakness...

just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

why am i crying? no one has died...
at least not physically...
the energy with in my body has disappeared from with in me...

just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

I've lost my edge...
I've lost my tears...

just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

they are little lead weights weighing down my emotions...
so every time i cry a little more of me dies...

just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

pain and sadness are second nature to me...
how can any one under stand me if they wont talk to me...

just because i smile doesn't mean i'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

i have a knife to my throat...i could do it if i wanted...
i could kill me or any one else...if i wanted...

just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

why should i care if i live or die?
no one cares if i live or die...

just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...

i am the original lone wolf...
the one man army...

just because i smile doesn't mean I'm happy...
a smile can hide a million tears of pain and sadness...