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dear diary


the old wounds and scars
are still there.
they took a LOOOOONNNNNNG time
to close.
they healed,
but they are still there.
and when you reopen them
and creat new wounds,
it takes longer
for them to heal:
it might even kill.
but im ok
it will pass
my scars still show that
i have gotton stronger
and can endure anything
that comes my way
as long as
i have god with me
he will protect me
and help me though
god is the only one
who loves me the most
and i will be ok
i've been through tougher things
than this
cause i know
god didnt bring me
out here to leave me
lonely
even when i can
see clearly
i know that god was with me
so i came
into the world
now im here
and aint no one ever
never ever
gonna get that bad to me
my wounds are healed
but still there
joy is going to come
in the morning
so what
yesterday i cried
but today
imma be ok
just let it go
and let god handle it
because whatever comes around...
goes around
and you DONT take care of it
yourself
let god take care of it
you just keep a goin
and you will go
so
so
so far
dont look back
just
go...
go..
go until you cant anymore.