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Man you know how hard it is to get some of these ideas moving? I have a few web comic idea's but I'm not 100% sure if I want to start them, I kinda just ship them into the back of my mind and wait for another idea to appear so I can put it with that.

Right now I have a real good idea for a story but I'm not sure on how to start it, it's a bit annoying actually.

Also have you ever been jealous of someone based off their success? I have, right now. I know it's silly but I'm kinda jealous of this YouTube girl, not saying her name. But her video's are great, she's an art student who does art for a living, she's making a skin care line, she gives great beauty advice. I don't hate her, I'm just a bit jealous.

But it's normal for me. When I see someone who does something I want to do/can do I get jealous that there so far on top and I'm stuck down here. Not that it's bad because being here has taught me a lot no doubt about that. But sometimes I just wish I was at the top.

In other news I think I'm going to try my hand at designing fashion. I know I can do it, I have a ton of ideas. It's just a matter of getting my feet off the ground.

I also need to get my drawing a** in gear. It's been a long time since I did a full pic. I want to half heartedly want to open a art store here on gaia but I don't feel ready to do that yet and as of now I have no 'samples' to show.

I told my brother, who thinks I should open a store, that it would be ready within a month but now I'm not so sure. confused