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broke up with me.. again

and i cant stop loving him
and i wish i could just stop

im tired of the hurt thats in my body

i want someone new
well i just want ever
but if i cant have him
i want someone new
but the thing is
he's no where to be found

i hate everyone in my school
well i just dont like them
none of them deserve my love
well neither did ever
but still
thats the beauty of it

he was the lucky one
and he threw me away

cuz
a lot of guys (and one girl) want to go out with me
and i rejected them all
for him

and now
im alone?

this breaks my heart
im not happy anymore

and i miss my pouch
my other half

he caled me psycho and emo and a biaatch and other crap
nothing nice
so it really hurts
not even a nice letdown...