Lately I've felt incredibly lonely. At my new school I hardly have any friends. Mostly because I am overly shy. Not that I can blame people. Who would warm up easily to a shy gay boy who always has his nose in a book.
I do get to see my best friend, though. And that's good. Because he is pretty much amazing. (You know who you are. <3 )
I might be moving. I don't really know anymore. I really hope I get to move. It'd be really fun. Meet new people and such. I hate where I live right now. The city I mean. Where I am living right now is at my grandparents. I suppose that will change sooner or later. It always does. I might be living with my mom, or my aunt, or my other aunt or my grandparents. It really just depends on where I get put, I guess. Not that I really care. I spend a fair amount of my time over at my besties.
I think I am going to start getting on Gaia more again. I really miss everyone. One person in particular.. I hope you know who you are! I really feel like I have let that person down too and I couldn't possibly feel more like an a**. I miss him. I miss everyone.
Haha, I'm in a weird mood.
I don't really know why I am writing this. No one is going to read my Gaia journal. I don't think anyone really reads anyones Gaia journal.
Well, I miss you. I love you. I hope to talk to you soon.
I kind of hope you read this.
The shy part of me hopes you never find this.
Again, you know who you are.
-AI
I do get to see my best friend, though. And that's good. Because he is pretty much amazing. (You know who you are. <3 )
I might be moving. I don't really know anymore. I really hope I get to move. It'd be really fun. Meet new people and such. I hate where I live right now. The city I mean. Where I am living right now is at my grandparents. I suppose that will change sooner or later. It always does. I might be living with my mom, or my aunt, or my other aunt or my grandparents. It really just depends on where I get put, I guess. Not that I really care. I spend a fair amount of my time over at my besties.
I think I am going to start getting on Gaia more again. I really miss everyone. One person in particular.. I hope you know who you are! I really feel like I have let that person down too and I couldn't possibly feel more like an a**. I miss him. I miss everyone.
Haha, I'm in a weird mood.
I don't really know why I am writing this. No one is going to read my Gaia journal. I don't think anyone really reads anyones Gaia journal.
Well, I miss you. I love you. I hope to talk to you soon.
I kind of hope you read this.
The shy part of me hopes you never find this.
Again, you know who you are.
-AI
