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my mom thinks ill think if i had a kid i'd be like, "yeh they have it worse than i did"
given she was talking about school
but if i had a kid, chances are they wont be gay or be as unique
or have such a burden to carry around the whole time
but i dont want any kids
cause i mean what would i have to offer a kid?
anyways, its just she has no idea the torture she's put me through

I can't tell her, cause then shell give me more attention
its hard enough to not hold her down and repeatedley hit her in the face as it is

or maybe shell say, "ive done nothing but be nice to you and you treat me like s**t!"
she has done that many times before

and the treating her like s**t is just like refusing to have extended good nights or not going on walks wither her and the dogs and telling her i can think for myself

oh and when im not fawning over the dogs she's like, "won't you regret that when they die?????"

and my response is, "yeh i gess, but not enough to stop doing what im doing"

cause i mean really? theres more time and the dogs are already almost as clingy as her

does your mom hug you like 5 times and kiss you around three and speak directly in your ear loudly about how clingy she is when you are trying to sleep and just turn your brothers light off or tell him to have it off by 11?
no?
Well then!

Pleas excuse typos as this was taken from a conversation and I did not feel like editing it. Plus the internet is acting up, there will be other more depressing entries later.