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Do you ever feel alone?
I've been noticing that I have been feeling lonely a lot lately. I'm not sure why.

In lunch today, a few of the guys at the table were arm wrestling and one of the Junior's mentioned my name and said to Nico "Of course you could beat him... Just look at him."

I thought returning to Geibel would give me a fresh start, but so far it's only brought more misery than happiness. People treat me like a monster, so I become one. When I try to protect what belongs to others, I get shunned.

Why does society have to be so cruel? Why can't I be accepted in this world... just by one person.

I thought I had a lot of friends, but recently that has proven wrong and it looks like I've lost a lot. I was even called a b***h today by one of my closer friends.

This life is hard. I shouldn't be complaining since everyone's life is one way or another, but still, I just wish there was someone who actually cares what I have to say whenever I talk.


Am I alone?