...cause I feel bad when I do that. sweatdrop
Welp, the lowdown is...lesse...my mother took her happy a** onto my paypal account---without my knowledge---and spent my money. All of it. Pepe was sweet enough a while ago to provide me with money to pay for my RO account for a few more months and now, well...I think I'm ROless. sad Most likely, though, I'll pay for another month anyway and suffer the consquences.
...which is bad, concidering the fact I'm already in a s**t load of trouble with that undeserving woman I call "mother".
I'm technically now allowed back online until I find a job.
...why?
Well, due to my extravagent texting I made another $90 fine which my aunt refuses to pay (she'd rather pay the $200 and cut off my phone), and so I have to pay my aunt back. I don't have a job, incase you forgot, so I had no way to pay her back. My mothers boyfriend payed my debt, he told me it was fine as long as I learned my lesson. He told me the same thing last time too, but he's boarderlining rich so it doesn't bother him, plus it gets him points with my mom. stare That ******** who---....
My mom though, she wants to seem like SUPER MOM to her boyfriend to get points with him, and told me I'm not allowed back online till I get a job so I can pay for my part of the phone bill. My aunt seems to think I'ma pay $70 a month for my phone O_o....what a strange woman. I'm not paying that. But anyway, I'm mad at my mom because she doesn't care if I learn my lesson, or if I understand what I did, as long as she seems like a "good parent" in her latest boyfreidns eyes....
Hate my life
And so I've been struggling to find a job.
...I need a ride to go to apply to some places, and my mom makes up excuses not to take me. I try to take the bus, and I'm told not to go. To wait until she can take me. stare So yea, I've only applied to Krogers, Chuck E. Cheese, and Jo-Ann's.
...so yesterday, I got my ACT scores back. I scored a ******** 20 and I'm so angry at myself for that. I didn't express it infront of that woman, though. I just said "I'll do better next time", and proceeded to my room. She barked to me that now I'm not allowed to get a job, so I can score better on the ACT, and now I have to study. I made my way upstairs, now fully annoyed, and sat on my bed starring at the wall.
I skipped school today so I could get online. Dont' worry, I didnt' have any work to do in school.
Geh, offtrack...so today, I got up, and my mom told me I needed to get a job to help pay bills.... stressed ...so I don't know what the hell I'm suppose to be doing. I think my mom is going crazy.
I don't come home at all anymore unless I need to sleep. Need to sleep. So I've been at meh friends houses. Mostly hanging with Tyler since the two of us have patched our diffrences. Hims my best friend now, irl atleat. 3nodding I went with him and his cousins to their OSU vs UofM party, I dun remember much. There wasn't any alchol or drugs or anything....but I really dont' remember s**t x_X....his cousin lives a two hour drive away 3nodding There was like, no food, so I starved Tyler made fun of me cause I eat so much but I'm "not fat" he said it in the meanest ******** way too stressed ...I think I'm fat though O_o...not as fat as I used to be, but I'm sure as hell not skinny. Meh, offtrack.
Johnathan is tellin me someone answered my phone and said it was a wrong number and crap O_o...I dun remember my phone ringing once...its...suspecious...now I have to ask everyone what happened and crap. x_X....its just weird...
I miss Matteh lots. Talking to him and such...
I miss Kevie too. Hims called me, I saw his missed call.
I miss Johnathan (psh, thats a given xd )
I miss...Chris. Lots...I haven't heard from him in a long time...I'm not like, freaking out overstressign whiny all about it or anything. I just miss him is all...I wish he'd write me or something sad But, I wrote him!
I wrote Chris, Tiffany, Nooj, Matt, Johnathan, and my grandma! As soon as my mom coughs up some stamps I'll be mailing them heart I sent Tiff, Chris, Matt, and Johnathan my homecomming pictures. I've been waiting a flubbing MONTH scream for my mom to give me stamps and she HASN"T scream stressed
Grrr....
I have two stamps inhand. But I dunno who I should send it to first >< I knwo it probably doesnt' matter, but all of those people mean so much to me and I dunno who I should send it to sad i can't make a decision.
Oh yea! I've had Ronin Warriors on teh brain ALOT lately! Dunno why, I'm back into my daydreaming mode about them and various senario's. I so spelled that wrong ><
I hate college applications...
Oh, I got a 4.3 GPA this quater of the year! I'm so proud of myself! Its the first time I've ever gotten above a 4.0! domokun Now Celebrate for me!
...I'm so hungry gonk
~teh Luma
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Maybe I'll have grades that good when I'm a senior.
I struggle to maintain my 3.5 for honors n stuffs and I have 2 AP classes.
Maybe I need to stop slacking off so much sweatdrop