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Why should I care about being murdered, I'm going to die sooner or later.
Why should I care, I'll just cut myself.
Why should I plead, begging gets you nowhere.
Why should I care about what people think, I know that I am what I am.
Why should I have emotions, so that people can laugh.
Why must I care when I get hurt and teased, I know that they were hurt.
Why must I get angry,so that people can have fun.
Why can't I pull the trigger, to end my failed life.( Out with a gun, in with a bullet.)
Why must I suffer, so that people can be entertained.
Why must I cut myself, so that I feel better.
Why can't I die, so that I can suffer.
Why must my last words whisper in the wind, so that people can cry.
Why must people care about me, so i can be happier.
Welcome to my life.