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whatever is going into my mind
you are never going to really know what is said in here. Most of the things that will be said are happening to me. And is how i am feeling i will try to put somethings in here every once in a while. But if you have something to say then please say it
Not living life to the fullest
Looking around my room
Trying to find something i could use to cut myself
I know its bad to cut
But to me it re leaves the pain
The anger agents my life and feelings in my body
There really is nothing to live for

You look at me and see a girl in pain
Hiding every little thing that is hurting
That makes it harder to live the life i have happy
It hurts me inside

I act like everything is okay
Laugh at the pain inside
You know that there is something wrong
Even though i tell you there is nothing wrong
You can see the pain in my eyes
When you look at my body all you see are the scars of hate

You wish you could change the way i feel
You know i wont let you close
I'll push you away
Not letting you in
To help me in something i really need help with.






Vampire_Bunny155
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  • User Comments: [1]
    Olivia Anderson
    Community Member





    Sat Apr 18, 2009 @ 03:49am


    This peom reminds me of me, except i don't cut, only a lil


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