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I don't really know what to write. i would just write gold or something so i can get gold, but this time there's actually something on my mind. but i don't know what to write. isn't that the worst...you have something on ur mind...but you have no idea how to write it or what to write. well. anyway. i think it's just because i haven't gotten enough sleep in the past...lets see...six months. idk whats wrong. i don't have any sleeping disorders or anything...i just wake up like five times in the middle of the night...and its hard for me to fall back asleep. and when i get a good nights sleep...im still tired the next day. my doctor thinks there is a "deeper issue" trapped in my subconcious that i need to see a psychiatrist about...yay...i'm going to see a shrink! i actually hate psychology. I'm not comfortably with someone psycho-analyzing every single word that comes out of my mouth when they have no clue who i am. and that whole "and how do you feel about that" s**t drives me nuts. its like...if you're so good at what you do...then the tone of my voice should be a good indicator of the emotion that i am feeling at that particular moment in time. I DON'T WANT TO SEE A SHRINK. plz no comments on this journal entry.
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