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hmmm. lifes been sucking for me. i finally stand up to my "dad" (dad is in wuotes because he ain't even my real dad. he's only my adoptive gaurdian.). he screams at me and we get into a fight. he threatened to send me to a foster home to teahc me a lesson. well i ain't goin anywhere. he's just a whimp and can't handle the fact that i embarised him and proved him wrong. oh well. thats how he is. he thinks he's always right and if he's miserable, then everyone else has to be.
life sux in my house. my brothers at least have it good. sux for me cause i always fight with my mom about everything and i get blamed for it in the end. she slaps me so i slap her back. its self defence, but they say i hit her first. it's bull s**t the lies they come up with. usually if i hit her, my "dad" spazzes on me and gets in my face to the point where i push him away and then he pushes me back so i land on the ground or anywhere. i once got shoved where my head hit the window sill and no one cared except my mom.
i told my "dad" i didn't wanna be in the house, he said he can't wait till i move out and never come back. he said it'd be the best day. well only 4 more years after my b-day on july 31.
if he hates me, why'd he decide to adopt me from Poland?
i'm trying to figure that out. i think he's bipolar.