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	Megan's journal of thoughts Im megan. This is my journal. I dont care if you see it because everything in here is true.

	The way you always feel
	The way you always feel


Have you ever felt like you are cheap, not fit to live, and ignored? Have you ever felt hopeless and like you are not appriciated at all? Have you felt like there is no one in the world that can help you yet there might be? Yeah that is how I feal everyday. It seems as if you never know what is next to come. Everyday there is a part inside of you that pushes and pushes you until you cant take it anymore. That's how i feal. Everyday. Nothing stops the pain, nothing ever can. Somehow you need to start over, but you never can. You feal as if the only way to fix your life is to jump and never make it back alive. That's me. You feal as if there is no undo button or an "easy" button like staples commercials. What if there was? Would it be worth it? Wouldnt you just keep asking question and then making the wrong desicions and abusing the damn undo button until you are stuck with out a second wish. Without anything left in the world but your family who are to bussy with themselves to care less about you even though they say they do. <span id="test27536343">. . .</span><br/><div id="post27536343" style="display:none; margin-right:75px;"> That's me. I get these fealings everyday and yet people think they can help but really all you want to be is alone. You want to be alone and locked away from the world forever. You wish you could actually find the courage to break free and start over but really you cant. You are stuck the way you are. Trapped forever, lost forever, and what do you have to show for it? Nothing. Nothing at all.</div> [View More] [Minimize] 12.7 k / 2.4 mil. Donate? xXx_Sidewalk_Sideshow_xXx · Tue May 19, 2009 @ 03:18am · 0 Comments


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