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The first kiss happened when it all ended.
The warmth of my neck and of your hands
As the curtain rose, both our bells began to ring
Being engulfed by the cold winter wind
I found your white puffs of breath beautiful
This city’s illumination, I wonder whose birthday it is?
Even then, the world shines on
Even though I’ve noticed, I couldn’t say it
My feelings turned into cowardice
I understood yet I couldn’t let it out
Reaching out for those arms
(I) Turn around, and then…
Thank You, Goodbye
Our unrequited feelings
Each step (in this station) so difficult and painful
That’s why
Thank You, Goodbye
Instead of crying
Just think of it as
The fluttering falling snow
Momentary, melting, then gone
I wonder what you thought
About that happy snuggling couple
[Hey look, it's the first snow (of the season)!]
Seeing those hands get numb was painful
Reaching into my pocket
For a pure-white glove
What could have made me give it to you?
This closeness made the mood so good
I’m breaking apart, turning into a coward
-Are you fine being just this?-
Thank You, Goodbye
Which was it I wanted to say?
Your shivering body was very beautiful
However…
I couldn’t hold you in an embrace
A fleeting hope at the final moment
“I could’ve changed everything here”
Will torment me from now on
To have had a relationship
I guess that was what I wished for
These empty hands of mine
So, what did that “Thank you” really mean?
[I have to go now]
The time has already come
A lonesome right hand in a tight grasp
However…
[...Please let my hand go]
I guess it’s really no use
“I love you”
In the end, we didn’t need any words of parting
The two of us holding back our tears
[See you...]
Now my only wish in the end was to have held you
My neck…
In you arms…
A couple’s smiling yet weeping faces
(saying) “Thank You” and “Goodbye”
My feelings each time I see the winter’s first snow
In this cold weather,
What could the two of us be doing together?