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To day was an ok day tho i am very confused . its my lill cuzs birthday to day , and i dont really care cause she is a spoiled lill brat that always gets her way.... stare , alls my grandma could say is why dosent nikki love me like my other grand child dose , ill tell you why if she would stop makeing her love seem like a ******** race , like whos the better grand chiled ... love isnt something u can buy , bribe ,nor force on someone ... i wish she could see that i don't want to be competing for her love , or anyone elses . I want some one to love me for me and to know my good intentions , some one who dosent care if im broke , ritch, thin ,or fat, someone who loves me for the person inside . isnt that what really matters you live a short life ,and you die...why wast half of your life trying to search for someone who is perfact... cause face the fact no one truly is .if you love some one it shouldn't matter what they look like on the outside or , how much money they make , or even what they want to be in life .. its your disicion on what you try to find in your life time , but be wise , your life might end faster than you know it .