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An eternal silence,
A land of the mute.
Why is it so silent?
Who is at fault?
You tried to think, but there was nothing but blur.
This was you're fault.
This was your cause.
You tried to fix it, you tried to stir,
But still, there was only more blur.
What has happened?
What had you done?
A little while later, you awoke and found it was only a dream.
But then, you started to wonder why your mind had suddenly gone
downstream;
As soon as there was thought, it immediately dispersed;
Fear was starting to make it's way through;
You began to scream, but there was no sound.
Suddenly, there was black.
You frantically tried thinking of a way to get yourself back,
But, just as before, there was haze in your head.
You could not survive, but where you already dead?

It's good.
Just Because...

Just because i'm everything everone else is not
Don't shun me
Don't pretend i'm not here
Don't overlook me
Just because i'm everything everyone else is not
I still have a life, just like you
I'm not an empty, soulless doll
I'm not worthless
Just because i'm everything everyone else is not
I'm not a jinx
I'm not into drugs
I still have wishes and desires
Just because i'm everything everyone else is not -- don't let me end my life alone.