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I'm so mad right now.
On the outside, I'm all smiles. It's as if nothing really matters to me.
You think that I don't notice you hating me. Trying to push me out.
But trust me, I've noticed. I've BEEN noticing.

But I'm not gonna leave. I won't.
I know of your efforts to make me leave our posse.
I know what you think about me.
Sure, I'm not funny like everyone else.
I'm not as social as everyone else.

I was the one who brought everyone together.
She was my best friend first, since Kindergarden.
Then you came along. Before that, I always hated you.
But I had to stay with her. So I let you come along.

And the other girl, she was also my friend first.
Maybe we weren't the closest of friends, but I showed her to you.
I invited her to my birthday party, then you found out how hilarious she was.
And you met your current best friend through her.

And the rest, you met through all of them.
So you see, you wouldn't have met all those people if not for me.
Now you think you're the boss, the leader?
I've seen your efforts to exclude me. Especially today.

But I won't leave. That's exactly what you want me to do.
I can endure. Just one more year. Then I won't have to see your ******** hideous face anymore.