Bleh.
The first few weeks were ok, but other than that my summer has been not all that great so far stare I only got to see my boyfriend twice before he left to Iowa, one of my best friends left on some weird cruise to Alaska or something, so no txting her for a few weeks, another one of my best friends has been completely out of touch with everyone since summer began (not responding to txts, phone calls, etc.), I recently found out that one of my friends doesn't give a flying fadoodle whether people live or die in other countries or not, my schedule is TOTALLY messed up so that soon it'll get to the point where I become completely nocturnal, which just adds to the fact that Ian (being in Iowa) is two hours ahead, and wakes up and goes to bed earlier than I do (he does that when he's here anyway, so it just makes it worse), so I've had a minimum amount of contact with him, I recently found my old PS2 and a ton of games that I could play on it, except for the fact that the cord that hooks up the system to the t.v. is missing so it's completely useless, I still have no idea what to get Micia for her birthday, my great aunt just died a day ago, my parents have still yet to pay me back the 75 dollars they owe me, and I have this stupid summer reading assignment my future Honors Language Arts teacher gave me that I haven't even started. Wow. When I list it all out like like that it makes it all seem so much more terrible. I just wanted to vent this all out before I went to bed, stress keeps me up and it's already 3am so I hoped this helped crying
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