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Well... this is my first journal post here on gaia.... And unfortunately I'm starting on an upset note. My best friend and I were dating on and off for a while. Out of the blue, she told me she couldn't talk to me on the phone for a while, because she couldn't fall back into old habits. Bear in mind that prior to this we spent an average of 3 hours a day on the phone together.

So, I freaked out.

I sent an e-mail/note to every way I could possibly think to get a hold of her. She told me, and I quote! That she would "keep e-mailing me and writing me letters as long as I knew she wasn't mad at me." So for about 3 weeks we emailed back and forth. Then all communication stopped. I e-mailed her a couple times, and then a week after I stopped hearing from her, I went to camp for a week. I just got home from camp not three days ago, and she still hadn't e-mailed me back, so I messaged her on DevArt... She quickly responded in saying that even that limited communication was "too much to handle" and that she had to stop that too. I have to say it's heart breaking. I love her so much...


What the hell am I supposed to do?