I'm sitting on the computer while my sister sits downstairs totaly oblivious towards the feelings of hate that I have for myself. Sometimes I just feel like I can't be myself or stick up for myself around my family. I just let them walk all over me like the peice of s**t that they think I am evil . Sometimes I just wish that I could end all of this, the life that seems to disappoint everone. God doesn't even seem to want to help me anymore. I just feel alone. I need to get out of this house and away from my mom when I do get out. I someone can call me just to talk I will feel so much better.
 YodaCloe · Sat Jul 11, 2009 @ 03:16am · 0 Comments |
