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how lucky i realized i am
i jst finished readin thro the messages my ex n i wrote 2 each other wen we were dating and the times in between...and i now realized how much of an a** he truly is...i cnt believe i dnt realize this b4 hand. and i shouldve listened 2 his ex-gf(also my friend) but i dnt wna listen cuz m 2 stubborn...well, now dnt i regret not listening 2 them >_< but in a way, he did help me...surprisingly enough such an a** could help me without meaning to, but his bein an a*****e and all did help me. his being an a** has helped me realize, im so ******** lucky 2 have Rhobyrt. i knda already knew i was lucky bein w him, but i nvr rly knew HOW lucky i was(am). my ex called me a b***h, treated me w disrespect, threatened me and was overall a jackass bf. luckily i nvr wasted my 1st kiss on him >_< i wouldve killed him 2 give it bck... stare
but ANYWAY, bck 2 my point...i realize now(more) wat an awesome bf i have. hes pretty much everything my ex wasnt...and idk if i worded that correctly,...jst my heads knda rushing rght now >_< but yea, i have more feeling bout this, n i cnt explain the rest of my feelings...i cnt seem 2 find the right words 4 them rght now >_<
but anyway, basically, i love my bf 2 death, and im so glad im with him >///<
wow...this is really long @_@ but these r some of my feelings...most that i could explain...i wnt 2 continue w the rest, but as i said, i cnt fnd the rght words 4 them.
heart luv u Rhobyrt heart
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