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So I didnt get a tree for Christmas. Oh well, I guess one christmas without a tree wont kill me, though it will certainly make me a bit sulky.
Jeff gets very testy with me a lot lately.
I dont know what crawled up his a** and died, but its sure stinking and apparently making him very uncomfortable.

Sure I have a lot of flaws...but I dont need to hear about them on a constant basis followed by exactly what I need to do to change and how my seeming inability to change is destroying our relationship.

That gets kinda old.

Anyway, I hope you all are having a wonderful holiday season. My brother actually offered to fly Jeff and I to West Virginia to surprise my parents. But when we explained to him that it would take upwards of 1400 dollars just to get us there, he quietly let the matter drop. Not that I wouldnt mind going home for the holidays. Christmas in Houston, (especially in ghetto ville where we live) is dangerous and tedious. Being assistant manager of a**-ville doesnt make it all that exciting either, though I have made a friend or two out of the experience.

Still I miss my friends back home. cry

Really the only people on my christmas list this year are my brother, Jen and Melissa. I cant afford anyone else and Jeff already bought the gift I was going to get him.

Frak...Im really not in a good mood I guess. Im on the downswing of an emotional roller coaster. Blah...