*cries* I feel so alone....and i cant stop it its creeping in. i wish I could be in the arms of some who cares for me, if any one really did. Its like no one understands me. I have barely eaten today...dont thing me bad I just havent been hungry and thats the truth. I dont hide the fact that i do have self image issues but that doesnt mean that I would starve myself I just havent been hungry. Im so confused. I need some one I can talk to.
I think i will become even more solem then i am now.. i mean now i rarely smile and if I do it hurts....really bad....they say it takes more muscles to frown then to smile but i dont believe it either that or i dunno.
I will now gracefully walk back into the shadows were i belong,were ill be forever.
*cries*
ok this is now several days later that im editing this i have absolutely no idea how i got so depressed all the sudden.. but im better now...well even just a lil....
I now realize im just too freakin selfish...
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