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i wasn't always this way...
it started in fourth grade.
in my journals, i will be referring to fourth grade alot.
i think you deserve to know the story.
it might take up a few entries though.

before this all, i was always happy, full of life, adorkable :3
i dunno.
it all just changed.

fourth grade.
i started getting fat.
usually i wouldn't care,
but my family and classmates kept pushing it into my skull.
i had enough one day, ran to the bathroom in the middle of school,
stuck my finger down my throat, and threw up.
once again when i got home.
then i stopped eating.
i was gonna get skinny if it killed me,
and it just about did.
one day i fainted, blacked out,
ended up in the hostpital.
they told me i was twently lbs.
that's not good. 0_o
and i stayed in there fer a few days, of non-stop eating.
when i got home,
my parents told me i was getting fat...

"its not as if i dunt like you, it just makes me sad whenever i see it."