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Itz true. David was my first love. I'm just wondering what the hell Chris did. >.< It was funny...Chris covered up the hurt that David left me with. But I felt NOTHING for him for so long. I think my heart went into hybernation because it got so tired from scarring...V.v Ugh, I need some help! XP I dun no what the hell I'm doing anymore. Yeah, the second half of the relationship was fake, but I really liked Chris before then. Mostly it was because he was cute. (^.^) It was funny, I look back now and I was so mean to him it made me cry! crying NOW WHO'S BEING PATHETIC! XD This is so weird. I never thought a guy like Chris would ever like me. I was wrong. I wonder if he really truely deeply does still like me. Ohmigod. I hate my lovelife. smile I THINK I want him back...Think...No, I do. XD I remember on the last day of school he came over to me, (Coke bottle in hand. XD) and he hugged me. Its was funny. Big quarrel on the last day of school. He got the wrong idea and stuff. ^^ The world sorta...disappeared around me. I remember whiteness. Wow. I read this again and it sounds like I got it bad. XD Its like 4 more weeks till school starts again. I am all like, "yay!" Peace!